Teague is gone...

When we enlisted Teague it seemed like the day would never come for him to actually leave, and then it snuck up on us so fast that I can't believe it actually happened. But yesterday we drove up and said goodbye to his parents, and then his dad Zac and I drove him to the airport, we checked him in and walked to security and there is where I had to say goodbye to my husband for 8 months! I cried and he cried, and Zac was being a stinker and wouldn't let him hold him long enough to say goodbye. It felt so weird to just walk away with out him, and even Zac didn't understand why Daddy walked away and didn't get in the car with us, he kept looking around for him. I was to upset to drive home so I fell asleep on Teague's parents couch, and then when I woke up drove home, feeling weird about him not being here when I got here, thinking about how he won't be walking down the stairs and sneaking in the door to surprise Zac. I cried most of the drive home, but the worst was at bedtime, I was so tired but couldn't sleep, because I couldn't hear him breathing/snoaring, and I burst into tears which lasted a few hours, all I could do is ask God to take care of him, and us, and to bring us together again, I realized how much I truly love him and how he is such a piece of my life, and now my goal is to be in the place in my life that we can be sealed together when he gets home. I hope I can be strong enough for all of this.